My Fountain Place |
One day I decided I would walk out to the fountain while
waiting for Madeline to finish up her appointment. I sat on one of the benches. I observed so many others rushing in and out
of the building. I checked my
e-mail. I checked Facebook. I sent a few texts since I wasn’t going to be
interrupted. Then I put my phone away. I noticed a “No Wading in Pool” sign. I had not even considered wading in the
fountain until I read that sign. Once I
read it however, it planted a seed in my mind that began to sprout uncontrollably.
I had this unquenchable urge to take off my sandals and go wading, running, and splashing! Because in situations like these I always seem to be the one to get caught and into trouble, I had self-control. Although I may have been sitting on the outside, I was wading, running, and splashing on the inside! I was having a lovely time too I might add!
Silly Sign! |
Then I closed my eyes and listened to the moving water. I felt my body relax. I was able to sift through thoughts in my
mind and “organize” them. I was able to
actually “hear myself think”. Then I
even found those thoughts quieted down. In
the stillness I felt God’s presence. I
began praying and pouring my heart out to God.
I began communicating with my best friend in a way I can’t in the
busyness of my life at home. Back home the
distracting dishes in the sink, the piles of sorted dirty laundry in the foyer,
the pile of clothes needing ironing, the hungry children waking up, the other
fed children asking multiple questions, the school schedule calling me down to
my desk, etc… all battle for my attention and fill my mind with multiple “to do”
items screaming to be checked off the list!
In the silence of the moment, I was able to think, empty my mind, and
something so wonderful happened. My
heart began to sing a song of praise and I was able to worship my Savior in the
quietness of that fountain. It was an
unexpected treasure.
I hope you have a “fountain” place, a place to get away from
everything and just be still. In today’s
fast paced rat race, we all need a fountain.
If you don’t have a special place, keep your eyes open. It might be right in front of you the whole
time like mine was. Scripture states in
more than one place that Jesus went alone to pray and be still before God. My special place used to be our patio in
Newburgh. From the table under the gazebo
I would be able to watch the deer on the back tree line, listen to the insects
and birds, relax, read my Bible, pray, and worship. I have tried hiding out in our bedroom at the new house, but it's not working very well. I have missed
having a quiet place.
My special place in Newburgh. Beautiful early morning or evening. |